CelestialRibbon

i gave myself to you for years so young, so naive so certain that i could trust i know i'm the one who fucked it up i know i'm the one in the wrong i know i'm the one who should give up and that's why i did my best to move on and did my best not to think of you i gave myself to none i found it hard to trust i couldn't trust anyone because i couldn't even trust myself i cried, i screamed, i wrote, i drank i did everything i could to forget i spent time with someone when i thought of you i had to keep trying to give up and from that, too, i moved on now i have someone who values me and i find it hard sometimes to have that but i do my best to talk it out i do my best to give a chance to myself, to them to realize it was never my fuck up, but yours, it was always yours it was always you in the wrong and now, for myself, for them, for us i do my best to be good to them now, i realise when i'm with them i don't spend a moment thinking of you it was today i realized something vital i'm

The world around us Up and down, another round Restrictions again In finding hobbies To pass the hours and stay safe I have turned to plants But I do not mind My fittonia has new leaf Small and green and pink It's really just a Good indicator that life Always finds a way